Can We Start Again

This drawing took me about a little over 3 days to finish. I decided to draw the Ferris wheel and the building in the background to represent his hometown of Yokohama Japan.He is crying because he's deeply conflicted inside. The wanted poster was really just for fun and i felt that area of the drawing was lacking anyways. I seriously almost cried while doing this over the past few days paired with start again by red this drawing can be emotional.

I chose the song Start again to go with this drawing partly because it was my inspiration but mainly because I think part of kido deep down wants to start again because of his past and his choices but that part of him is suffocated by his hatred for people and those around him. ( not sure though cause he is still a mystery to me )

Another reason why he is crying is because most my art is in some way sort of vent art. I show emotions i don't really show normally in my art and that's how i get it out of me to hopefully make myself less depressed when i am but it doesn't work all the time.

I'm thinking possibly kido starts to become conflicted because of shiro and how she is always around him even when he tells her to go away maybe she see's that he really just needs someone to be there for him because of all the times he had no one anyways these are just theories like i said kido is still a mystery to me i am still figuring things out about him XD

Anyways i am really sorry for the long description here is the lyrics and a link

And I remember everything, everything I loved
I gave it away like it wasn't enough
All the words I said and all you forgive
How could I hurt you again?

What if I let you win? What if I make it right?
What if I give it up? What if I want to try?
What if you take a chance? What if I learn to love?
What if, what if we start again?

All this time I can make it right
With one more try, can we start again?
In my eyes you can see it now
Can we start again? Can we start again?

Emptiness inside me, wonder if you see
It's my mistake and it's hurting me
I know where we've been, how'd we get so far?
What if, what if we start again?

All this time I can make it right
With one more try, can we start again?
In my eyes you can see it now
Can we start again? Can we start again?

I'm lost inside the pain that I feel without you
I can't stop holding on, I need you with me
I'm caught inside the pain
Can we ever start again? I'm lost without you

One more try, can we start again?
In my eyes, can you forgive me now?
Can we start again? Can we start again?

One more try, can we start again?
Can we start again? Can you forgive me now?
Can we start again?

Link: www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0JAOH…